Finding closure to the past...

So, this past weekend was amazing... at first I thought it was gunna be a total dud, but it was so much better than I could have imagined! K, so it all began when I got an e-mail from Brian on Thursday night, however, I did not read it until Friday early in the morning cause I was headed to the temple! :D Which was amazing... anyways, the e-mail asked if he could come do his laundry here... I of course said sure... going on... Saturday came & he came over to do his laundry & he studied for a test over here as well. He then went to go take his test. While he was gone dad called & so me, him, and mom all talked and got my reservations to fly home in March! I'm way excited. I'll be gone from the 12th to the 28th... :D Anyway... after Brian got done with his test he came back changed out his laundry & then came up to me to ask a favor... so... I ended up finishing his laundry for him while he went snow boarding. At first I thought... this sucks... what a lame thing-- he gets to have fun while I finish stretching his pants, but he made it up to me later. K, so when he got back from snowboarding he and I ended up talking for quite a while... it was fun... I got to thinking that night "uh oh... what if I start to like him again..." well, the next day I went to church. When I got home I was kinda exhausted, and saddened cause I wanted to chat with Brian... I texted him and asked him what he was up to soon... it go to where I asked him to come over... so, he did. We watched Aviator & then talked for about 2 hours... As I was sitting there talking to him about Kevin I realized that I don't like Brian any more... not in that way! I was soo happy and soo relieved! I figured out that I really truly do like Kevin. Monday was President's Day so, all my friends didn't have class... me, Jordon, Sunshine, Angie, and Brian all went to IF to see JUMPER... it was awesome... on the way down Brian was poking me like crazy, and I was like WTF? LOL! On the way back I was way tired and exhausted so I layed my head on Brian's shoulder... he then put his head on top of mine and said "I'm putting my head on top of yours, but it doesn't mean anything." to which I replied, "I don't care, I don't like you, I like Kevin." He responded, "Good." I was soo happy... we were able to spend a whole weekend together and not even get mad at each other once! I love it! Yeah, so anyways... I'm happy & tired! LOL!

Dedication tomorrow!

OH MY GOSH! I'm so excited... the dedication of the Rexburg temple is tomorrow! How cool! Hmm... this past week has been crazy! Mardi Gras was over course on Tuesday, and that was absolutely brilliant! I had a fun party and everything! I never realize how many friends I have until those very moments! Anyways, the next day Jonathan was going into the MTC... OH MY GOSH! I couldn't believe it that at that moment I would never speak to my best friend again! Truly, it hurt! Then he called me... he needed my address! I got to talk to him one last time. Maybe forever! It was the best ever! I am soo happy that I got to talk to him one last time! It was amazing! I think that may be the last time I talk to him forever... well, I'll write him for the next two years I guess that counts for something! It's amazing to think that it's been so long since I dated him, but yet my heart still truly has a spot for him.  I hope that things in the end will turn out ok...

And the drainage begins

So, as I begin my Mardi Gras party preparation I begin to become emotionally and physically drained! I have barely started to do anything, but I think it's the fact that I start building myself up for it! By the end of tomorrow I'm going to be flat on my back in the middle of the floor... ugh... I guess that's my life though! I've always been in a way a people person, but even now it's becoming that I'm not! I like some people and I enjoy spending time with my friends, but all in all I would love to just be alone with one person! My life is absolutely insane, and I dream that one day it can be calm! All in all I'm tired of the same old stuff... I like how I'm constantly changing and wanting to be alone. Hmm... I'm not sure of what else to say at this moment! I absolutely miss Jonathan! That's a weird feeling to have, but I guess it's something that I have to live with! I still miss KEV! 2 months and I'll see him! YAY!

A great leader is forever in my heart!

At 7pm on January 27, 2008 President Gordon B. Hinckley passed away. He was a great leader to The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. He was one of my role models I loved the man deeply! He was a servant of my Heavenly Father, and I am so grateful for the opportunity I had to know him as Prophet of the Lord. He is now forever with his eternal companion. Sister Marjorie Pay Hinckley passed away April 6, 2004. She was a wonderful woman, and an example to the women of the church.

stolen from Amanda Elkins French on myspace

A- Age of first kiss: 15... almost 16 lol!
B- Band you are listening to right now: songs in my head.

C- 1st Crush: uh... Daniel Britt?!
D- Dad's name: Rick
E- Easiest person to talk to: hmm... my Father in Heaven
F- Favorite ice cream: BLUE BELL
G- Gummy worms or gummy bears?: Gummy bears
H- Hometown : Denham Springs, LA
I- Instruments: Trumpet

J- Junior high: Denham Springs Junior High
K- Kids: none right now but I hope in the future (agreeing with Amanda on this one!)
L- Longest train ride ever: uh... I've never actually been on a long train ride...

M- Mom's name: Leannah
N- Nicknames: Frankie, Franc, Frank, Francina, Francy, Frannie, Fran, Frank the Tank, and now Britney
O- One wish: not telling!
P- Phobia[s]: Spiders, & snakes
Q- Quote: "Each to each a looking glass effects the other that doth pass" - Charles Horton Cooley

R- Reason to smile: I am falling for an amazing guy!

S- Song you sang last: "She's Every Woman"

T- Time you woke up today:6:00 I wasn't feeling well

U- Unknown fact about me: I secretly love Louisiana when it's nice out & the crickets are chirping...
V- Virgin?: absolutely!

W- Worst habit: Not telling the guy I like how I feel about him. (I might just have to agree with Amanda on this one)

X- X-rays you've had: toe, and mouth
Y- Your least favorite person as of right now: hmm... no one!!!!!

Z-Zodiac sign: Taurus