It's been a while, and behold FINALS approach!

Twas a night or so before Finals and the students were restless. The finals came closer and the stress level rose. Not a student was sleeping especially the Freshman.

I guess my point in writing that is to say that yes my stress level is slowly creeping up, but I'm also slowly pushing it right back down... so we shall see how that goes. I need help with homework. I need a new brain. HECK I need a break from classes! I also need a ride to CO this is sooo annoying! I'm wishing, I'm praying! I have to get there before the 19th... ackers! Well, I guess that's all for now... tata! ;)

Welcome to Iceburg, Idaho!

Even though it hasn't gotten this cold yet...

For Behold there was a day in a little town called Rexburg where it was about 19 degress outside. It quickly went up to 22 degrees and began to snow. The snow fell all day long & the wind blew, and people played and had fun. That night everyone went to bed... only to hear the snow plows a few hours later. When students were getting ready to go to class in the morning a few decided to see how cold it was outside soon to realize that it was in the negatives. Students bundle up to go to class so they do not freeze. They wear shoes that will help them not to fall on the ground. It is said that in "Rexburg, Idaho... Many are cold, but few are frozen." As this statement becomes true we begin to call this place Iceburg Idaho... many may ask how Rexburg gets the name Iceburg... well, when the snow falls and stays and the roads begin to look like ice & the students put layers on to walk to class and you see people walking in buildings and taking layers off because it's about 50 degrees warmer inside. and that means it is about 50 degrees inside... then it is Iceburg, Idaho! This place is like a tunnel... the coldest place in Idaho... well, except for maybe up by Canada... see in Boise, Idaho it's not nearly as cold as it is here in Iceburg! This is the reason I have begun to call Rexburg "Teh Burg" because it is both Rexburg & Iceburg! So I shortened it! :)

BAD DAY!

I think Daniel Powter's song Bad Day will be very good to describe today!

Daniel Powter
Bad DayWhere is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on

Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oooh.. a holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

I'm home for how long?

Yes, I'm home for a few weeks! Until September... to be exact! I don't know what to think cause it's been 2 years since I was home in the summer! So, I'm still getting used to it! Eh... all will eventually be okay I guess! I don't know what else to say... sigh! Life is insane!

I HOPE YOU HAVE THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE!

Yesterday was Jonathan and Mike's birthday & the day Joseph Smith died... kinda crazy how life goes on! I miss my bubba! Yeah, this isn't as long as these things usually are, but I don't feel like talking too much!

Feelings every where!

FIRST... IT'S MY PARENTS 29th Anniversery!
I'm not really sure how to feel right now! I have so many different feelings and none of them are the exact ones that I want! This happens to me too much! I end up having a night that puts me down! I wish it didn't! It upsets me too much!
Today, I woke up at 6:30ish and had to go to the bathroom and I felt sick on top of that! Then, I went back to sleep and got up at 9:30 and started on homework! Around 11:30 Bonnie called me so we could got get a Bride's maid's dress sized for me! That was pretty fun! I still can't believe my best friend is gunna get married! I guess it would be weird if I did too! I sometimes wish I could find the right guy, but I doubt it will come to you when you look... it never does! Life is never how it should be! Anyways, back to my day! I came home and watched some O.C. and it made me cry! I haven't cried while watching the O.C. in a while! I don't know what's gotten into me lately! Nothing ever seems right! And when it does I do something so stupid that it baffles me! Anyways, again back to my day! I then went to Guitars Unplugged at 7:30 it started at 8:00! And it was awesome... there is always a dance afterwards and well, I wanted to dance one slow song with Ryan, but the time the one came up Ashley had brought me some where else and he was dancing with this other girl! Which should be totally fine by me! Why I care I don't know! I mean... I shouldn't be jealous! IT'S LAME! I HATE IT! I don't know him that well... I'm so mad at myself right now! I just want to cry, but at the same time hit something! Why does life go like this for me! I wish I could talk to Ryan about all this, but I can't... I'm too scared! I don't think highly of myself like I should! I play an act that isn't me, or at leasts it's not how I feel at that moment! I wish it wasn't like that! I hate this feeling inside of me! I'm jealous and I hate it! I've only known him for what 3 weeks or is it 4 now? I dunno! I've lost count, but it shouldn't be this stupid! I shouldn't even like the boy! But for some reason I just can't not like someone! UGH! I don't know what to do... this sucks!

OH HAPPY DAY!!!!!

So, first... today is my big brother's 26th Birthday... Happy Birthday to him! :) Secondly, tonight I am going to see Fantastic Four: Rise of the Silver Surfer tonight! I am soooo super excited! I can't wait! I mean I am going with a guy, but come on... Chris Evans (Johnny Storm) is going to be on the screen so, I think I'll be paying more attention to the movie! HAHA! I am glad I get to go with Ryan though! I don't think I've mentioned him in here... I met him 2 weeks ago! Well, almost! LOL! He's so sweet! Mostly right now we're just friends, but maybe something will happen between us... I dunno, but I'm definately not gunna rush anything! LOL! I can't believe how happy I am right now! I am more excited than anything about the movie tonight... WOOT! HEEHEE!

"Bad Day"

Yeah, so my day pretty much sucked! Yeah, not too cool! I failed a test and yeah pretty much woke up on the wrong side of the bed... I've felt sick to my stomach all day! BLECHK! Well, I better go for now! SAD DAY!

A wonderful day?!

Parlez-vous francais? OUI! So, today I had an oral interview for french, and I got... a 98% I am sooo happy! YAY! FOR FRANCOISE!!!!!
Well, that's all that I wanted to post today!

Snowing in May?

Yeah, so it totally snowed today? I mean what the heck? Snowing in May... that is just insane! Yeah, things are going pretty well... just keeping busy with school! Well, I better jet! :D