I am immortal I have inside me blood of Kings...

Well, the purpose of this post is mostly to talk about how things are going for me in school. For the most part my life is good. I am just dying with school work, but at the moment I feel like this song fits me. As for right now these words fit me "I am immortal, I have inside me blood of kings.
I have no rival, no man can be my equal
Take me to the future of your world."

YAY!!!! Anyways, school for the most part is going well. I'm striving to do everything the best I possibly can. I'm at the library almost every day, or as much as I need to be working hard on finishing projects, and getting ahead on school work. Other than that not much is going on in my life. Still no guys that I like around here. I keep waiting for a letter or e-mail from my good friend in France, but as of late there has been no word. I'm sure he's just very busy in the work. I have another good friend leaving on a mission next week, but I doubt that will end up going far. As far as other things go... I went to BJ's Bayou last week with my 2 best guy friends! It was for Mike (Bubba's) Birthday! It was way good and I got the last of the crawfish catch! YUMMY! Well, not much more to talk about... there is a 4 day weekend coming up and I am ecstatic and then only 3 weeks of classes left. I'm excited for the end... I may begin to see it soon! :)

Is it a lonely world?

I haven't written on this in about a month, and well, things are going okay I guess. School is going GREAT, but the rest of life... well, it's not. I guess if one wants to succeed in school they have to give up the rest of their life. At least that's the way things have seemed for me. I'm succeeding in school and striving to get everything done, and work my tail off, but as for my social life well, it's suffered as of late. There are no guys that I particularly like right now... well, none that I have a crush on at least, and I guess for the first time ever it just seems plain weird to me. I want so bad to just get away and spend time with family that truly some things just stink... I guess. I'm doing the one thing I know how to do, and that is to close myself off and not let people see my real emotions. Well, everyone outside of my family. I would just love to be with them right now, and school prevents me from that. My sister graduated a week ago with her Master's and thanks to technology I was able to watch it via the internet, but other than that it kinda sucks because I wanted to be there with everyone else. I'm so ecstatic that this coming week I will be skipping class for 2 days to go to my cousin's wedding and I can at least see part of my family, and then for the 4th I get to see my brothers... I dunno... things overall for me are just weird. I'm always wanting what I can't have, and then when I do get what I want I'm not satisfied. UGH! Plus, on top of all this crud I'm sick... I hate being sick, and most of the time I hate having the center of the world on me, but I just wish things were made easier. Yeah, I'm ranting and I'm being selfish too. I hate it when I act like this too. I just can't wait to finally be with family. I miss them more than anything else in this world.