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Sunday, June 27, 2010

To My Amazing Bubba :)

4 years ago I met some pretty amazing people in college... people that I knew I would be friends with forever! One of these people is named, Mike Brown. He recently asked me how he became Bubba, and the truth is I don't remember, but I guess what matters more is that he is truly like a brother to me. When I was far away from my family I was blessed to have such amazing friends that I could call family, and to this day I am still close with them! They are some of the most wonderful people I know! Mike has been an inspiration to me and has helped me through those hard times that come in this life! I am honored to be his friend... he always lends his shoulder to cry on, and always has a good heart. He has taught me how to even love those that I don't see eye to eye with. Today is his birthday, and even though he is younger than me I sometimes feel like I am the younger one learning from his every lead. In a few months he will be married to his sweetheart, Melanie Gray, for time and all eternity. What a glorious thing that I am so grateful I get to witness. I feel very blessed to know such a wonderful young man, and I couldn't ask for a better friend than he on this earth! He has been a best friend that I will cherish forever. Many think it weird two people could be so close as he and I are and feel no attachment to each other... other than friendship. I am very honored to have met such a remarkable young man, and I love him very much! He is truly an amazing friend! And I know he does not care about his birthday, and that to me shows how humble he is... I am not sure how else to express how much he means to me, and I am and forever will be eternal grateful to my Heavenly Father for allowing me to meet him and many other wonderful people!


Mike and I after be reunited after his mission
Sissy and Bubba forever! :-p
Us talking about sharp pointy teeth from Monty Python
We so cool at Big Judd's


We are French...
Both of us with our best friend Brad!


He squished me... :-)

To Brother Joseph

What a remarkable man Joseph Smith was... 166 years ago Joseph Smith and his brother Hyrum died as martyrs... they were killed by an angry mob. They were some of the most prominent men in the beginning of the church. Nothing can explain things better than the section written by John Taylor in Doctrine and Covenants 135 "TO seal the testimony of this book and the Book of Mormon, we announce the martyrdom of Joseph Smith the Prophet, and Hyrum Smith the Patriarch. They were shot in Carthage jail, on the 27th of June, 1844, about five o’clock p.m., by an armed mob—painted black—of from 150 to 200 persons. Hyrum was shot first and fell calmly, exclaiming: I am a dead man! Joseph leaped from the window, and was shot dead in the attempt, exclaiming: O Lord my God! They were both shot after they were dead, in a brutal manner, and both received four balls.
  2 John Taylor and Willard Richards, two of the Twelve, were the only persons in the room at the time; the former was wounded in a savage manner with four balls, but has since recovered; the latter, through the providence of God, escaped, without even a hole in his robe.
  3 Joseph Smith, the Prophet and Seer of the Lord, has done more, save Jesus only, for the salvation of men in this world, than any other man that ever lived in it. In the short space of twenty years, he has brought forth the Book of Mormon, which he translated by the gift and power of God, and has been the means of publishing it on two continents; has sent the fulness of the everlasting gospel, which it contained, to the four quarters of the earth; has brought forth the revelations and commandments which compose this book of Doctrine and Covenants, and many other wise documents and instructions for the benefit of the children of men; gathered many thousands of the Latter-day Saints, founded a great city, and left a fame and name that cannot be slain. He lived great, and he died great in the eyes of God and his people; and like most of the Lord’s anointed in ancient times, has sealed his mission and his works with his own blood; and so has his brother Hyrum. In life they were not divided, and in death they were not separated!
  4 When Joseph went to Carthage to deliver himself up to the pretended requirements of the law, two or three days previous to his assassination, he said: “I am going like a lamb to the slaughter; but I am calm as a summer’s morning; I have a conscience void of offense towards God, and towards all men. I SHALL DIE INNOCENT, AND IT SHALL YET BE SAID OF ME—HE WAS MURDERED IN COLD BLOOD.”—The same morning, after Hyrum had made ready to go—shall it be said to the slaughter? yes, for so it was—he read the following paragraph, near the close of the twelfth chapter of Ether, in the Book of Mormon, and turned down the leaf upon it:
  5 And it came to pass that I prayed unto the Lord that he would give unto the Gentiles grace, that they might have charity. And it came to pass that the Lord said unto me: If they have not charity it mattereth not unto thee, thou hast been faithful; wherefore thy garments shall be made clean. And because thou hast seen thy weakness, thou shalt be made strong, even unto the sitting down in the place which I have prepared in the mansions of my Father. And now I . . . bid farewell unto the Gentiles; yea, and also unto my brethren whom I love, until we shall meet before the judgment-seat of Christ, where all men shall know that my garments are not spotted with your blood. The testators are now dead, and their testament is in force.
  6 Hyrum Smith was forty-four years old in February, 1844, and Joseph Smith was thirty-eight in December, 1843; and henceforward their names will be classed among the martyrs of religion; and the reader in every nation will be reminded that the Book of Mormon, and this book of Doctrine and Covenants of the church, cost the best blood of the nineteenth century to bring them forth for the salvation of a ruined world; and that if the fire can scathe a green tree for the glory of God, how easy it will burn up the dry trees to purify the vineyard of corruption. They lived for glory; they died for glory; and glory is their eternal reward. From age to age shall their names go down to posterity as gems for the sanctified.
  7 They were innocent of any crime, as they had often been proved before, and were only confined in jail by the conspiracy of traitors and wicked men; and their innocent blood on the floor of Carthage jail is a broad seal affixed to “Mormonism” that cannot be rejected by any court on earth, and their innocent blood on the escutcheon of the State of Illinois, with the broken faith of the State as pledged by the governor, is a witness to the truth of the everlasting gospel that all the world cannot impeach; and their innocent blood on the banner of liberty, and on the magna charta of the United States, is an ambassador for the religion of Jesus Christ, that will touch the hearts of honest men among all nations; and their innocent blood, with the innocent blood of all the martyrs under the altar that John saw, will cry unto the Lord of Hosts till he avenges that blood on the earth. Amen."

There is also one song that can explain the sacrifice he gave... he says that he went as a lamb to the slaughter...
LAMB TO THE SLAUGHTER
Written by Jason Deere
The morning was clear on the road from Nauvoo
A tear touched his eye as his home fell from view
The journey was silent and few words were said
As he leaned to his brother and quietly said
As a lamb to the slaughter I willingly go
And die for my Father, His strength fills my soul
I’ve lived for my Savior and I’ll die for Him too
And with humble heart I lay down my life a prophet of truth
Four humble men sang with the angels on high
“He asked if I for him would die
The flesh was weak, my blood ran chill
But my free spirit cried I will!”
For I know this day I shall see my Savior’s face
As a lamb to the slaughter I willingly go
And die for my Father, His strength fills my soul
I’ve lived for my Savior and I’ll die for Him too
And with humble heart I lay down my life a prophet of truth
A noise from the stairway, a shot through the door
The first martyr fell to the floor
Tears filled Joseph’s eyes, Oh my dear brother Hyrum
Today you’ll find peace
Oh Lord my God release my soul, set my spirit free
As a lamb to the slaughter I willingly go
And die for my Father, His strength fills my soul
I’ve lived for my Savior and I’ll die for Him too
And with humble heart I lay down my life a prophet of truth
And with humble heart I go to my grave a prophet of truth

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

An Amazing Birth Month, A learning experience, and A wonderful weekend!

How do I begin? My 23rd Birthday was one of the best yet! Many say that no one likes you when you're 23 however, I was able to receive flowers from my brother, loads of cards, loads of birthday wishes and i felt amazing! Towards the end of the week I went to Rexburg and had loads of fun with all of my friends there! They are all remarkable people! The next week I went to Louisiana with my Mom! It was truly awesome to see how much I've grown and I must say I'm absolutely happy that my life has put me where I am right now! We tore up carpet and went out to eat with good friends! Then after we got back I had to get ready to go to Colorado to babysit my niece and nephews while my sis and bro-in-law went to Hawaii! It was a huge learning experience for me and I'm grateful for the opportunity I had! :) Then, I got home had my temple recommend interviews and went to the temple! My entire family, and my three best friends along with an amazing roommate were there! It was amazing to have them all there to share that moment with me! It truly showed me how much my Heavenly Father cares about me and blesses me often! I have grown an even greater love for the Atonement and the blessings that come from going to the temple!  And I would like to again publicly thank all that came and all that supported me in my decision! Our Father in Heaven will bless us as we live righteously! :D


My Wonderful Family

Pretty Amazing Friends



Best Friends FOREVER!

Together Again

The MAGNIFICENT 7!

Yeah... pretty cool!

Melanie went wedding dress shopping that day, but I was so happy that she was in town at least!

AMAZING ROOMMATES!



The two greatest guy friends in the world!

I love these two!

Pretty much best family ever!

from my birthday!

I visited Rexburg!

And Played with the trumpets!

And ate dinner with Mike and Mel!

My oldest brother sent me tulips! :D

One of the best couples ever! With Voter in the back!

Blurry, but I love it!

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Aren't they beautiful?!

My Diploma which I got exactly 5 years after I graduated high school!

Peanut!

James

Michael! :D

I love this girl! My niece Christi!

Butch and Sundance!

Sunday, June 20, 2010

My Daddy!

I would like to take to the time to express my love for my wonderful Father! Even though I do not always tell him how much he means to me he is the most amazing man I know! Throughout my life growing up he always took the time to spend time with us even though he was often busy with work so he could provide for us! When I was born on Mother's Day 23 years ago he was the one to deliver me, there were no doctors, no medical emergency people, no police... it was just my daddy! My dad is my hero, my everything... he was the man who held me first, who saw me first, who was always there for me when I needed a shoulder to cry on when times got to hard. And he has supported me throughout my entire life in the decisions I have made to perfect my life! He  shows me the love and kindness that I could never ask for in any other man... however, one day I hope to find a man that can live up to my view of what a father can and should be. I hope to find someone that can be to my future children what my dad is to me! The most amazing man in the world. And with that I would like to end with the chorus of the song "I Loved Her First" by Heartland because it truly is my song with my daddy cause he did hold me first and I love him forever for that!


I loved her first and I held her first
And a place in my heart will always be hers
From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled at me
I knew the love of a father runs deep
And I prayed that she'd find you someday
But it still hard to give her away
I loved her first