And the drainage begins

So, as I begin my Mardi Gras party preparation I begin to become emotionally and physically drained! I have barely started to do anything, but I think it's the fact that I start building myself up for it! By the end of tomorrow I'm going to be flat on my back in the middle of the floor... ugh... I guess that's my life though! I've always been in a way a people person, but even now it's becoming that I'm not! I like some people and I enjoy spending time with my friends, but all in all I would love to just be alone with one person! My life is absolutely insane, and I dream that one day it can be calm! All in all I'm tired of the same old stuff... I like how I'm constantly changing and wanting to be alone. Hmm... I'm not sure of what else to say at this moment! I absolutely miss Jonathan! That's a weird feeling to have, but I guess it's something that I have to live with! I still miss KEV! 2 months and I'll see him! YAY!

A great leader is forever in my heart!

At 7pm on January 27, 2008 President Gordon B. Hinckley passed away. He was a great leader to The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. He was one of my role models I loved the man deeply! He was a servant of my Heavenly Father, and I am so grateful for the opportunity I had to know him as Prophet of the Lord. He is now forever with his eternal companion. Sister Marjorie Pay Hinckley passed away April 6, 2004. She was a wonderful woman, and an example to the women of the church.

stolen from Amanda Elkins French on myspace

A- Age of first kiss: 15... almost 16 lol!
B- Band you are listening to right now: songs in my head.

C- 1st Crush: uh... Daniel Britt?!
D- Dad's name: Rick
E- Easiest person to talk to: hmm... my Father in Heaven
F- Favorite ice cream: BLUE BELL
G- Gummy worms or gummy bears?: Gummy bears
H- Hometown : Denham Springs, LA
I- Instruments: Trumpet

J- Junior high: Denham Springs Junior High
K- Kids: none right now but I hope in the future (agreeing with Amanda on this one!)
L- Longest train ride ever: uh... I've never actually been on a long train ride...

M- Mom's name: Leannah
N- Nicknames: Frankie, Franc, Frank, Francina, Francy, Frannie, Fran, Frank the Tank, and now Britney
O- One wish: not telling!
P- Phobia[s]: Spiders, & snakes
Q- Quote: "Each to each a looking glass effects the other that doth pass" - Charles Horton Cooley

R- Reason to smile: I am falling for an amazing guy!

S- Song you sang last: "She's Every Woman"

T- Time you woke up today:6:00 I wasn't feeling well

U- Unknown fact about me: I secretly love Louisiana when it's nice out & the crickets are chirping...
V- Virgin?: absolutely!

W- Worst habit: Not telling the guy I like how I feel about him. (I might just have to agree with Amanda on this one)

X- X-rays you've had: toe, and mouth
Y- Your least favorite person as of right now: hmm... no one!!!!!

Z-Zodiac sign: Taurus

ICEBURG, IDAHO SUCKS IN THE WINTER!!!!!

So, there have been several moments where I keep wondering as to why I am here in the frozen north... or rather TEH BURG!!!! I have no job, I miss my friend Kevin like crazy mad, and haven't gotten a letter in over two months... I think I may die! Kim seems to always be upset with something, or asking me why I don't talk! I don't think she realizes that I really don't talk as much as I used to unless I really have something to say. I went to the temple this morning (16th) for the open house... that part of my day was absolutely amazing! Then, coming home is kinda where my day started to take a down hill turn rapidly! I fell flat on my back, and boy did it hurt! Now, not only does my back and butt hurt, but it seems as though I ache all over! It's funny cause I'm writing this as if someone would read it, but yet... no one really knows about this blog! MEH! Yeah, so that went wrong... I ended up going back to sleep about 11:30? and that was rather nice until about 2 when Brian called and it woke me up... but then his phone died. I really am so confused about him, but not all at the same time & I absolutely hate it... I truly do feel safe around him, but in many ways... only because he's like a brother to me! Anyway... I guess I just put all this stuff into my head because I miss Kevin so much! I have no job right now... and every time I think about getting one... someone tells me I shouldn't work at that place... I really wish I could just some how get to Idaho Falls every day & work at Sylvan there! Chances are I'd get hired on the spot, but no... that's not possible... because I'm a freakin' idiot with no license and no car! I hate my life at this current moment... over all except for going to the temple and fasting with Brian, Jessica, and James... my day SUCKED LIKE HELL!!!!! I HATED IT! And now... I have to go to bed... so, I can wake up in the morning and organize all of my crap for stupid clean checks tomorrow night... I wish at times I could just curl up in a ball and die! I seriously at this moment just hate my life! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I haven't had this feeling in a while... I wonder why it's coming out now! Weirder.. anyways, I better get some sleep finally!
LATERS & GOODNIGHT

It's been a while, and behold FINALS approach!

Twas a night or so before Finals and the students were restless. The finals came closer and the stress level rose. Not a student was sleeping especially the Freshman.

I guess my point in writing that is to say that yes my stress level is slowly creeping up, but I'm also slowly pushing it right back down... so we shall see how that goes. I need help with homework. I need a new brain. HECK I need a break from classes! I also need a ride to CO this is sooo annoying! I'm wishing, I'm praying! I have to get there before the 19th... ackers! Well, I guess that's all for now... tata! ;)