Josh Groban - You Are Loved [Don't Give Up] (Video)

in need of love...

GOBBLE GOBBLE THANKS!

I have long since loved this festive holiday known as Thanksgiving! Why? Well, no other holiday (yes, this includes Christmas) do Americans have a reason to eat everything they want and get stuffed plump and be able to watch football (America's favorite sport) and have a reason to just be lazy after cooking and eating all that yummy food! Yeah, Thanksgiving pretty much rocks! Now, to speak of what I'm thankful for:

First, I am thankful for my amazing family! Yes, sometimes they may get on my nerves, but  what is family for! ;)

Second, my amazing friends that mean so much to me... no, I won't name anyone specifically but they know who they are.

Third, all those that have ever touched my life for the
 better!

Last, that one guy that makes me smile!

Now a song referring to the third.

EAT PLENTY OF TURKEY TODAY AND REMEMBER THE GOOD THINGS IN LIFE!

I am VERY GRATEFUL FOR THE ATONEMENT! :D

http://g.co/doodle/ab23hc

feelings...

So, I haven't really posted about how things are going, or how I'm feeling about things in a while. Mostly cause I have no clue how I'm feeling. I'm sick and tired of dealing with drama with a couple of friends, and being ignored by them and constantly feeling like my efforts are not worth it. I am however, grateful to those friends I do have that I know haven't abandoned me. (this includes my awesome family). Now, that being said I don't want people to think I'm all depressed about life. If this is my one challenge I will have to face for a bit I will be okay with that, but the only problem is that now it is starting to affect my other friendships. I feel like the one friend I thought would be there for a long time is now gone and basically dead to me. I hate feeling like that. Another friend of mine told me to pray about how I'm feeling and I just feel more and more hurt each time. I wake up from a dream and for some reason that dream involves 2 different scenarios I'm dealing with right now combined into one, and now I'm more confused then I was when I went to bed the night before. I don't want to talk to people about how I'm feeling because then I have to listen to some explanation of how they are going to handle it, or they don't care. I really want to just not talk about any of it! Especially when others feel like they have to talk over me about their problems! I used to be such an extrovert and talk about everything, and talk to everyone... now, all I want to do is crawl in a hole and never speak about my problems except to the one being I know truly cares. I am so grateful that I can speak to my Father in Heaven and get comfort from the Holy Ghost and then to know that the Savior has already paid the price to help me overcome these obstacles in my life. One day I just want to meet someone that will respond to me and let me cry on their shoulder and then not turn their back on me. Now, for those of you who know a tad of my situation please don't read too much into this. Half of this post is about something that happened over a year ago and is still going on. It is mixed in with the loads of confusion I have going on right now.
Lastly, I do not know if those that I want to read this ever will, but I want them to know that if they ever want to forgive me and be friends with me I'm willing to try, but the pain may never go away. Thanks for listening to my boring vent about how hurt I'm feeling.


In good news: work rocks, truck is the best, and I'm headed to COLORADO!

things I'd like for my truck!

So, the following is just a list of things I would like for my truck so I could help it to be more of a saints fan and show it to the world, and the little fact that it's black... yeah... :D so, if anyone really wants to get me anything for Thanksgiving, Christmas, Three Kings Day, Mardi Gras, or any holiday really... feel free to choose from these! :D

http://www.walmart.com/ip/New-Orleans-Saints-Chrome-License-Plate-Frame/12422485

http://www.kohls.com/kohlsStore/crosssells/team/dormroom/rugs/nfl/PRD~799862/FANMATS+2pk+New+Orleans+Saints+Car+Floor+Mats.jsp

http://www.kohls.com/kohlsStore/nfl_sportsfanshop/shop_byteam/new_orleanssaints/tailgating_outdoors/PRD~856223/New+Orleans+Saints+Trailer+Hitch+Cover.jsp

http://www.walmart.com/ip/New-Orleans-Saints-Floor-Mats-Set-of-2/14660380

http://www.walmart.com/ip/New-Orleans-Saints-Away-Street-Flair-Plate/12489363

http://www.walmart.com/ip/NFL-045-New-Orleans-Saints-Deluxe-Hitch-Cover/19282479

http://www.walmart.com/ip/New-Orleans-Saints-Power-Decal/17181216

http://www.walmart.com/ip/New-Orleans-Saints-Laser-Chrome-Frame/15195067

http://www.walmart.com/ip/New-Orleans-Saints-Laser-Chrome-Frame/15195067

http://www.walmart.com/ip/New-Orleans-Saints-Headrest-Covers-2-Pack-Covers/12483876

http://www.neworleanssaintsteamshop.com/saints-sports-splatz/detail.php?p=303143&v=saints_novelties_automobile

yeah, I think that pretty much covers it... if you see anything that you think might go with my truck feel free to add it... and if you don't know what my truck looks like well, just scroll down! :D

Chris Medina - What Are Words

the message behind this song is even more powerful than the song. We often say things we don't mean to say or do things we don't mean to do, and many times our words can speak louder than our actions.