BAD DAY!

I think Daniel Powter's song Bad Day will be very good to describe today!

Daniel Powter
Bad DayWhere is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on

Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oooh.. a holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

I'm home for how long?

Yes, I'm home for a few weeks! Until September... to be exact! I don't know what to think cause it's been 2 years since I was home in the summer! So, I'm still getting used to it! Eh... all will eventually be okay I guess! I don't know what else to say... sigh! Life is insane!

I HOPE YOU HAVE THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE!

Yesterday was Jonathan and Mike's birthday & the day Joseph Smith died... kinda crazy how life goes on! I miss my bubba! Yeah, this isn't as long as these things usually are, but I don't feel like talking too much!

Feelings every where!

FIRST... IT'S MY PARENTS 29th Anniversery!
I'm not really sure how to feel right now! I have so many different feelings and none of them are the exact ones that I want! This happens to me too much! I end up having a night that puts me down! I wish it didn't! It upsets me too much!
Today, I woke up at 6:30ish and had to go to the bathroom and I felt sick on top of that! Then, I went back to sleep and got up at 9:30 and started on homework! Around 11:30 Bonnie called me so we could got get a Bride's maid's dress sized for me! That was pretty fun! I still can't believe my best friend is gunna get married! I guess it would be weird if I did too! I sometimes wish I could find the right guy, but I doubt it will come to you when you look... it never does! Life is never how it should be! Anyways, back to my day! I came home and watched some O.C. and it made me cry! I haven't cried while watching the O.C. in a while! I don't know what's gotten into me lately! Nothing ever seems right! And when it does I do something so stupid that it baffles me! Anyways, again back to my day! I then went to Guitars Unplugged at 7:30 it started at 8:00! And it was awesome... there is always a dance afterwards and well, I wanted to dance one slow song with Ryan, but the time the one came up Ashley had brought me some where else and he was dancing with this other girl! Which should be totally fine by me! Why I care I don't know! I mean... I shouldn't be jealous! IT'S LAME! I HATE IT! I don't know him that well... I'm so mad at myself right now! I just want to cry, but at the same time hit something! Why does life go like this for me! I wish I could talk to Ryan about all this, but I can't... I'm too scared! I don't think highly of myself like I should! I play an act that isn't me, or at leasts it's not how I feel at that moment! I wish it wasn't like that! I hate this feeling inside of me! I'm jealous and I hate it! I've only known him for what 3 weeks or is it 4 now? I dunno! I've lost count, but it shouldn't be this stupid! I shouldn't even like the boy! But for some reason I just can't not like someone! UGH! I don't know what to do... this sucks!

OH HAPPY DAY!!!!!

So, first... today is my big brother's 26th Birthday... Happy Birthday to him! :) Secondly, tonight I am going to see Fantastic Four: Rise of the Silver Surfer tonight! I am soooo super excited! I can't wait! I mean I am going with a guy, but come on... Chris Evans (Johnny Storm) is going to be on the screen so, I think I'll be paying more attention to the movie! HAHA! I am glad I get to go with Ryan though! I don't think I've mentioned him in here... I met him 2 weeks ago! Well, almost! LOL! He's so sweet! Mostly right now we're just friends, but maybe something will happen between us... I dunno, but I'm definately not gunna rush anything! LOL! I can't believe how happy I am right now! I am more excited than anything about the movie tonight... WOOT! HEEHEE!