So, there have been several moments where I keep wondering as to why I am here in the frozen north... or rather TEH BURG!!!! I have no job, I miss my friend Kevin like crazy mad, and haven't gotten a letter in over two months... I think I may die! Kim seems to always be upset with something, or asking me why I don't talk! I don't think she realizes that I really don't talk as much as I used to unless I really have something to say. I went to the temple this morning (16th) for the open house... that part of my day was absolutely amazing! Then, coming home is kinda where my day started to take a down hill turn rapidly! I fell flat on my back, and boy did it hurt! Now, not only does my back and butt hurt, but it seems as though I ache all over! It's funny cause I'm writing this as if someone would read it, but yet... no one really knows about this blog! MEH! Yeah, so that went wrong... I ended up going back to sleep about 11:30? and that was rather nice until about 2 when Brian called and it woke me up... but then his phone died. I really am so confused about him, but not all at the same time & I absolutely hate it... I truly do feel safe around him, but in many ways... only because he's like a brother to me! Anyway... I guess I just put all this stuff into my head because I miss Kevin so much! I have no job right now... and every time I think about getting one... someone tells me I shouldn't work at that place... I really wish I could just some how get to Idaho Falls every day & work at Sylvan there! Chances are I'd get hired on the spot, but no... that's not possible... because I'm a freakin' idiot with no license and no car! I hate my life at this current moment... over all except for going to the temple and fasting with Brian, Jessica, and James... my day SUCKED LIKE HELL!!!!! I HATED IT! And now... I have to go to bed... so, I can wake up in the morning and organize all of my crap for stupid clean checks tomorrow night... I wish at times I could just curl up in a ball and die! I seriously at this moment just hate my life! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I haven't had this feeling in a while... I wonder why it's coming out now! Weirder.. anyways, I better get some sleep finally!
LATERS & GOODNIGHT
LITTLE GIRL AND BOY IN AN ADVENTUROUS WORLD!
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Saturday, December 8, 2007
It's been a while, and behold FINALS approach!
Twas a night or so before Finals and the students were restless. The finals came closer and the stress level rose. Not a student was sleeping especially the Freshman.
I guess my point in writing that is to say that yes my stress level is slowly creeping up, but I'm also slowly pushing it right back down... so we shall see how that goes. I need help with homework. I need a new brain. HECK I need a break from classes! I also need a ride to CO this is sooo annoying! I'm wishing, I'm praying! I have to get there before the 19th... ackers! Well, I guess that's all for now... tata! ;)
I guess my point in writing that is to say that yes my stress level is slowly creeping up, but I'm also slowly pushing it right back down... so we shall see how that goes. I need help with homework. I need a new brain. HECK I need a break from classes! I also need a ride to CO this is sooo annoying! I'm wishing, I'm praying! I have to get there before the 19th... ackers! Well, I guess that's all for now... tata! ;)
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Welcome to Iceburg, Idaho!
Even though it hasn't gotten this cold yet...
For Behold there was a day in a little town called Rexburg where it was about 19 degress outside. It quickly went up to 22 degrees and began to snow. The snow fell all day long & the wind blew, and people played and had fun. That night everyone went to bed... only to hear the snow plows a few hours later. When students were getting ready to go to class in the morning a few decided to see how cold it was outside soon to realize that it was in the negatives. Students bundle up to go to class so they do not freeze. They wear shoes that will help them not to fall on the ground. It is said that in "Rexburg, Idaho... Many are cold, but few are frozen." As this statement becomes true we begin to call this place Iceburg Idaho... many may ask how Rexburg gets the name Iceburg... well, when the snow falls and stays and the roads begin to look like ice & the students put layers on to walk to class and you see people walking in buildings and taking layers off because it's about 50 degrees warmer inside. and that means it is about 50 degrees inside... then it is Iceburg, Idaho! This place is like a tunnel... the coldest place in Idaho... well, except for maybe up by Canada... see in Boise, Idaho it's not nearly as cold as it is here in Iceburg! This is the reason I have begun to call Rexburg "Teh Burg" because it is both Rexburg & Iceburg! So I shortened it! :)
For Behold there was a day in a little town called Rexburg where it was about 19 degress outside. It quickly went up to 22 degrees and began to snow. The snow fell all day long & the wind blew, and people played and had fun. That night everyone went to bed... only to hear the snow plows a few hours later. When students were getting ready to go to class in the morning a few decided to see how cold it was outside soon to realize that it was in the negatives. Students bundle up to go to class so they do not freeze. They wear shoes that will help them not to fall on the ground. It is said that in "Rexburg, Idaho... Many are cold, but few are frozen." As this statement becomes true we begin to call this place Iceburg Idaho... many may ask how Rexburg gets the name Iceburg... well, when the snow falls and stays and the roads begin to look like ice & the students put layers on to walk to class and you see people walking in buildings and taking layers off because it's about 50 degrees warmer inside. and that means it is about 50 degrees inside... then it is Iceburg, Idaho! This place is like a tunnel... the coldest place in Idaho... well, except for maybe up by Canada... see in Boise, Idaho it's not nearly as cold as it is here in Iceburg! This is the reason I have begun to call Rexburg "Teh Burg" because it is both Rexburg & Iceburg! So I shortened it! :)
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
BAD DAY!
I think Daniel Powter's song Bad Day will be very good to describe today!
Daniel Powter
Bad DayWhere is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on
Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oooh.. a holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
(yeah...)
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Daniel Powter
Bad DayWhere is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on
Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oooh.. a holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
(yeah...)
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Sunday, July 22, 2007
I'm home for how long?
Yes, I'm home for a few weeks! Until September... to be exact! I don't know what to think cause it's been 2 years since I was home in the summer! So, I'm still getting used to it! Eh... all will eventually be okay I guess! I don't know what else to say... sigh! Life is insane!
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